Ever feel so alone?

I am sitting and i feel like i am just alone. Like there is no one to talk to. like there is nothing left. I really wanna just crawl under a rock and wither away. I am just a bad person. I just don't like being alone right now.

I did something really bad and i want to be better. I want to be better for me and for her.

I don't have much to say. i feel like i am going to throw up and i cant keep tears out of my eyes.

I hate me.